Wednesday, January 21, 2009

one bourbon, one scotch, and one beer

I frickin love John Lee Hooker. How many times have I uttered a comparable phrase to my local bar keep? These days I'm trying stay dry and get to the heart of the matter. I'm straightening up and flying right my way. I recognize the obligation to endure life, and usually I'm 'bout it 'bout it'...but good Christ is it hard! I completely and totally understand where cutters are coming from. It is sheer glorious madness to choose to live. This shit hurts!

These days I work out. Or ride my bike. That's how you beat that little blue devil. You fucking endure. Tomorrow for tomorrow!

On another note entirely...I think love is afoot in the white house. Yea! Barack and Michelle looked so goddamned beautiful. It was inspiring.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

The Winter of my discontent

I used to think that phrase was bleak and gray quote, but now I'm looking at it a little differently. It's the last season of my dark night of the soul. Things are looking up.

So we swore in Obama today. I did happily did all the patriotic shite one does on occasions like this. I stood, pledged allegiance, and sang the national anthem. For once it meant something. I still wished someone would streak or something. What a great fucking feeling! I really hope someone plays pfunk in DC.

I've also decided that I would totally do Michelle. The underbite is hot to me now.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

A year to the day...

My cats seem to think they are sleeping with me tonight. I'm the one with the opposable thumbs dammit! The bed is mine.

So it has Been a year to date since I've last blogged. I've thought about it quite a bit over the last year. I stopped mostly becuase my friends were up my ass with a flashlight about the way I walk through this world. Whatever. I'm a chatty cathy. I'm working on it.

I can't sleep tonight. The mint tea was proably not the lick.

I turned 30 over the summer. That has been a quietly amazing experience. I'm carrying the largesse and intensity of my energy with a shade more grace. I am proud of the fact that I can be a role model to young people, especially gay young people. Seriously, that TV show I was on has done fuck all for my love life, but it's been an amazing way for young people to reach out and say, "Me too."

I still on occasion still fret over that someone, but I know it's best I go on as if I never knew of her existense. Words like so much toothpaste that can't be put back in the tube have flown between us. C'est finis.

*grin* I frickin love my iPhone. There can be no emotional turmoil to put me in a snit, therby gauranteeing ultimate death, doom, and destruction for whatever electronic device in my possession.

I guess that's it for tonight. It is well past my bed time, and tomorrow is going to be a barn burner too.