Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Monday, April 25, 2005

Monday Morning Blahs

I woke up feeling kind of defeated on Sunday. I still feel kind of weird. I think it has alot to with the fact that I'll be paying my rent late again. I had it all planned out, but then we cut out of work early on Saturday and I woke up "late" on Sunday. Which is to say, I didn't wake up early enough to pull a double. So...I'll be paying my rent late. It's not the end of the goddamn world, and it's probably better this way because now I"ll be able to feed myself and pay bills. There was also the fact that the publisher of that magazine flaked again on a scheduled meeting. Like I'm the biggest fuckin' stoner flake I know, and I've managed to procure a planner and use it with some effectiveness. What the fuck is his problem? Obviously I"m not a priority or respected enough to get a phone call. I'm so sick of him blowing smoke up my ass. I'm putting all the energy I was gonna lay on his project onto my own thing. En plus, my former inadvertant "flatmate" has yet to move his fucking filth out of my apartment, but still thinks it's ok to come over and shower. Fuck him. I swear to christ if his shit is not out of my apartment by the time I get home today. I'm ... well...I'm not so much of a dick that I'd put it out on the street, but I am certainly going to cuss him out with a clean conscious. Goddammit. I want his shit out of my place and I don't ever want to see his sorry drug addled ass again.

Friday, April 22, 2005

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Monday, April 04, 2005

Thought Reform Through Hard Labor

Today has been beautiful! I worked at the gig today randomly. It was real cool. I so love my new gig. I definately want to parlay this into a full-time gig. My hands are diry, and I'm all sweaty, but I fucking loved it. I talked on the phone with Katie for 4.5 hours last night, and ditto for Friday night. It was really nice to talk at length like that. It had been a while. Her brother just went literally apeshit a few weeks ago. From the sounds of it it was pretty hilarious but also very troubling. Like there is no doubt that dudener has a mental illness.

The magazine thing is still kickin in my mind. Right now I was just looking across the skyline in my friend's office thinking how great it would be if I could find a way to drop those damn origami birds.

And here I thought today I would be gettng some sleep and doing the groceries. Oh how wrong I was.

I'm not paying my rent til the 15th. Dios mio. Ayudame!