Thursday, June 12, 2003

Fiat! Not just a car, but a way of life.

I'm not really a fan of Drum n' Bass. Frankly, I'm not into those kind of drugs. God, what kind of world has been left for me and the generations to come? The phrase "Soylent Green is people." might actually become a reality. This morning I was listening to yet another conspiracy theory cook on the conspiracy theory cook station. Even if half of what these people are saying true, we're fuct'd. You don't have to get down with the mind control information mule stuff, that's just cocktail conversation. But this other stuff -- the Council on Foreign Relations, Bilderberg, Trilateral Commission, they are the ones people need read up on. This goes beyond a centralization of power. It's a centralization of ideas. Some old money motherfucker (David Rockefeller) who doesn't want to part with his shit come hell or high water set up the Council on Foreign Relations. Bilderberg was set up by a Dutch Prince (Behrnard) who was in cahoots with the SS. The Bush coozers were also involved with the Nazis. Like the Trading with the enemy act during WWII was practically called the My name is Bush and I'm a nazi act.

The reason why these people are fuct'd up is because they tell the average citizen show fialty to your nation, but secretly sometimes openly consolidate their interest according to class and duckets. And if you dont have those two your'e fuckt. And no, I"m not talking about the gauche new money. Fuck Dell. Fuck Gates. I'm talking about people whose money is as old as money. Have you ever thought about what money really is? My advice...don't get into the system. Use cash (as fake as that is). Buy Gold. And cut up your credit cards, even if you owe your fistborn.

Tuesday, June 10, 2003

Alriiiight. Thank you Natalie Portman.

I was just looking at a picture of Natalie Portman, and thought to myself, "I winced at her beauty. But does her pussy get wet?" I wonder what it's like to be that beautiful. Like that kind of beauty doesn't exac tly inspire sexual thoughts. I'm quite confident I'm a good looking woman, but that kind of beauty is different. You look at me, and you could see me fucking. Not so with her. She isn't the first women I've looked at and reacted in such a way. Usually, I encounter these women in my real life. Sometimes I took the woman who possesed that kind of beauty as a lover. So far, one has been a pillow queen, the same way I percieve Portman to be in the sac --pliant desirous but timid. The other was a sexual autuer. That one had fucked like 50 dudes before she decided to switch to women. The pillow queen's beauty was pornographic. You sincerely wanted to fuck the taste out of her mouth. Her pussy was perfectly pink and moist (ditto for her asshole). The bitch goddess' pussy didn't even get wet, but you felt it when she came. Her beauty was deceptively sweet. As a matter of fact, she had like 8 faces of beauty. Sometimes it was fierce and mercenary. Other times it was mine. I'm thinking about that night when we sat on her porch smoking and talking. She was in her old Barnard shirt in a pair of her ex-husbands shorts. Her feet were tucked under her, and her dark straight eurasian was haphazardly pulled back. That night the bitch goddess was not a goddess at all, but a 29yo divorcee with a kid who was having a smoke with her love.

Jesus. Enough with the walk down memory lane. Suffice it to say that I thought she was most beautiful then. Not that she gave a shit.

Anyway, that's what crossed my mind when I saw that picture of Natalie Portman. I can't believe she's a Zionist. I saw her on the street once on the LES. In person that beauty is fragile and sheltered. It hadn't seemed like anything had touched her yet. Ok back to this Zionism thing. I've been reading this book about Kissinger, and in thi s book there is a sentence. It goes like this:

Rabin had no doubt that the Israeli jets could destroy the tanks, if Jerusalem flashed the green light.

Israel could destroy Syrian tanks if Jerusalem gave the go ahead. That's fuct'd. When I think of Jer usalem in my heart of hearts I think of moonie hippies soaking up the same sun where jesus was said to have walked. What's with this sending tanks bullshit? Damn the man. Damn the establishment. This is where IT ALL had gotten us? Mind you, the date and c ontext for this book is old (action: 1970, written: 1974), but all of it is still prescient. The Middle East is still inflamed. As far as I'm concerned not one of the leaders of the are believers in any faith except themselves and their power.